What does it Feel Like to Take MDMA/Ecstasy?

What does it Feel Like to Take MDMA/Ecstasy?

A lot of people think that the first time is one of the best times in their lives.

When I did it for the first time, I was a working man in my 40s who was happily married. My wife and I planned to take it with some close friends one evening over the holidays. They were “old hands” at it, and my wife had already done it once. I was ready to try e for the first time. Even though I was a little scared, I knew I would be fine because I had full faith in all of them.

We started at 8 p.m. while sitting in our cozy living room with Café del Mar and similar music playing in the background. I took one white pill with some water. Afterwards, my male friend asked us what, if any, plans we had for the meeting. My goal was “to lighten up a bit,” because the last few years had been really hard for me because I was sick a lot and under a lot of stress. I felt like life had really beat me up. I was tense, distant, and sad. I could still do things and seemed fine on the outside, but I wasn’t my old self.

During the next hour, not much happened except that I felt comfortable talking freely and frankly with the other people, and it was easy to get into interesting talks. I was usually very shy and self-conscious in social settings, and it took me a while to loosen up. So this was a little out of the ordinary for me.

When I first noticed it, it scared me for a moment—was I really talking so naturally?—but I quickly realized that nothing I was saying was at odds with my intelligence or my good intentions, and I was still in charge of myself. I realized that what had happened was that my nervous filters had gone away. These are the ones that have to check and approve everything I say before I say it. This made a clear path for my natural self-expression. I started to believe the e.

The next very noticeable change I felt was in how I saw things. What I mean is not a dream or a mistake, but a great improvement in the way things look. It felt for a moment like being in one of those old-school TV ads where everything is nice and shiny. It was like seeing high definition TV for the first time. I also noticed that my vision was getting better. In comparison, it made what I normally see look like fuzzy old video footage. I could now see the world in bright, clear, high-quality Technicolor!

Plus, I felt really hot, like I had a flush, and I could see a little bit of sweat on my face. What was shocking was how good it felt, like being warm and toasty in front of a log fire.

So far, everything has been nice, but nothing special.

At the hour mark, I was given an extra half-pill because our more experienced friends thought it was a good idea. Things quickly became a lot more interesting. I could feel a new kind of energy rising inside me and moving through my body like champagne bubbles. In terms of energy, it was much higher than the amounts I was used to getting from meditation.

This was great!

It felt great!

That’s what they meant when they said “being up!”

Oh, no.

I started to move along with the music too. The tunes! Oh, the tunes! Wow! It seemed so natural and good! My body had to move because of it, and it wanted to dance. Melody A.M. by Royksopp will always be a very happy and beautiful thing to me.

At this point, though, I became aware that my bladder was pushing against something. I could have overlooked it, but I knew that ecstasy use could lead to “fluid management” problems, so I went upstairs to go to the bathroom.

It was great to be able to climb the stairs without any pain. I’ve had constant back pain for years now.

But it was a little unsettling to stand at the toilet and wait to pee. There didn’t seem to be any of the little muscles down there that would usually do the work. It was clear that my bladder was full, but the pipes wouldn’t let me go. Oh no! There was more and more pressure. What should I do?

I chose to wait while sitting on the toilet. And then, after a while, everything made sense. It started to flow after I just calmed down. That’s nice.

I chose to look at my face in the bathroom mirror before going back downstairs. What big eyes! And my face has such a lovely, smooth, pink glow. Also, where did all my lines go? I looked really young and fresh.

At that very moment, I felt a new surge of energy going up through my body. It got into my head, my face, and the muscles around my lips and jowls. Then it made me do something that was strangely almost against my will. It seemed to wake up nerve ends that had been asleep for a long time. Some face muscles that hadn’t been used in a while started to move again, and it almost hurt. But here it came…

I laughed.

I laughed so hard I felt like I could cry.

When I looked in the mirror and smiled back at myself, I felt like a baby who was just happy to be alive. I felt better when I smiled more. And I wanted to smile even more when I was happy.

This was a big turning point for me. I had forgotten what it was like to be truly happy and calm, and I thought I would spend the rest of my life in a state of low emotions. It hit me now how sad I had been. I also realized that this state of pure joy, this state of easy happiness, was what I really wanted to be in when I did things like drinking too much or eating too much. But those things had never really brought it to my attention. That being said, why deal with them? It was the real deal.

When I walked back downstairs to join the other people, I was so happy I could have sworn I was shaking from temple to temple. When I walked into the room, everyone was happy and looked up at me.

“I AM BACK!” I shed tears. Plus I didn’t just mean back in the room.

After that, we got closer to each other and enjoyed deep talks and hugs in pairs.

Once I had had enough of my guy friend’s words and hugs, I knew I had to get in touch with my wife. She was the one who had to put up with my sad and lonely state for so long. A break was what she needed and earned. I told her that something I really wanted was for her to see me in this beautiful state, where I was open, calm, and happy, and for me to take as much as I could from this state back into my daily life. She was really happy for me and calm for herself.

This was another big turning point for me and for us both. We got back in touch with each other and had the best understanding we had had in years. We told each other some important facts, and the other person took them all in with love. Some heavy things from the past few years had been cleared away. It was just the two of us again.

It kept going until very early in the morning. Happiness, warmth, closeness, peace, understanding, touch, and bliss. This is such a delicious and useful way to spend the night.

It became clear to me after a couple of hours that the affects were starting to wear off. It was kind of like when an airplane starts its final descent. Going back down was a long way, and it was a little sad to think that it would all be over soon. But the landing was very, very soft.

I felt a little off the next day and had a hard time focusing, but other than that I was fine.

Thoughts of happiness stayed with me and didn’t go away for at least two weeks. It made me feel great right away, and I could still feel those good feelings when I thought about it weeks later.

That little pill and a half made me happy, helped me fix my relationship, raised my self-esteem, and given me important new insights into my mental blocks. It made my life better and helped me become a better person.


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